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[Jan. 1st, 2010|11:44 pm] |
Think im shifting. Have hell loads of entries here
dont know if i should just leave them here.
Choices we make in life.. HAHAHA anw till then!! |
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[Dec. 31st, 2009|06:29 pm] |
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Happy new year guys!! the next time when im back at this page, its gonna be clean and clear. Not shifting, but i guess im gonna erase anything and restart. This year was confusing and hard, but was great as well. Well for now, hope i dont become like her next year i will literally cry But i wanna be tann but not so black.. HAHAHA OKAY BYEEE ^^ |
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[Dec. 26th, 2009|11:27 pm] |
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Gravity that sucks you in, brings you down.
It's like a blackhole that you cant pull yourself out.
And it takes you less than a second t know that
your existence never mattered, it is as worthless as dust. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|06:38 pm] |
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Lucas: I never meant to hurt you.Brooke: That doesn't really matter, cause in the end it all hurts the same.
It's time t surrender cuz i cant rmb
When love was strong enough to not run away.
I need a helping hand.
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|10:59 pm] |
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Just try and get up, you got t slowly brush off.
And i know that words aren't enough
But your better than this.
Heehee fav song of th week :)
Weird but can't wait t go home
and on fb right M ? ^^ |
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|01:59 am] |
 Save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for
And you give and they take
And it's love that you want, but not love that you make |
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|11:55 pm] |
I delete myself, i pull myself away to save you.
Just finished watching "the notebook"
& right now, i feel like im fading away.
Nothing is what it seems, and nothing is worth it. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|02:48 am] |
Sometimes i forget how it feels like t get hurt.
You know the drama that makes your heart stings
that turns your smiles into frowns,
That breaks you down till your numb & barely worth something?
I know it sounds like a good thing like "oh im happy"
But when it hits you,
It all becomes so unfamiliar, so unreal and you fall in a blink of an eye.
You never thought it would hurt so bad,
you thought you could take it cuz you survived.
The whole issue here is that,
I just want to get use to that feeling somehow,
so i don't have to go through the whole scenario of torture
like as if i havent felt that way before, you know?? |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|01:44 am] |
I've a problem with people coming this close.
Its not just a thought, because its a fact & im told.
Somehow i always come up with a reason t push away.
Or make everything seem worthless.
But the truth is, if you ever need me i'll be there in a second.
Always. |
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[Dec. 10th, 2009|10:15 pm] |
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"Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control. " |
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